Denial.

Always doing the same,
falling, falling,
falling once again
for that smile.

You couldn't stop me once more,
I'm uncontrollable,
I can't,
I can't wait anymore,
It's unbearable.
Touching you was a need.

Mom told me that
you're a no, no, no,
You make me suffer,
You make me cry.
Always,
always.

As I stepped in
I felt the clouds.
I fell into the sea.

The waves began to chase me,
I didn't want to swim,
I drowned in the sea
that you were.

I couldn't think anymore,
All I did,
All I wanted,
All was true.
And you were the cause.